today, i got lost while trying to find my way home.
i saw familiar signs which i thought might lead me home.
so i walked. and walked. and walked.
but i still find myself nowhere near home.

i wonder who knows where i was.
i wonder who could find me.

frustrated with almost everything and everybody.
i was angry. i was upset.
but i told no tales.

this shouldn't be the way baby.. no..

i promise to give myself the best.
i promise to love myself the most.
i promise i will be everything to myself.
i promise to ..

i should, and i will.

sick like a kitty. tired like a puppy.
to shanghai tomorrow again.
goodnight.